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March 28th, 2002
March 2nd, 2002
|09:20 am - *grin*|
Which tarot card are you?
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Amir of the Desert- Coal Chamber
February 1st, 2002
01. I hurt: because I fall
02. I love: my friends
03. I hate: my stepfather
04. I cry: all the time
05. I fear: being alone
06. I hope: things will be ok
07. I sadden: when you are sad
08. I feel alone: right now
09. I kill: myself
10. I talk: when I should be silent
11. I listen: to everyone
12. I break: my promises
13. I see: with my mind
14. I smell: strawberry fields
15. I taste: my own tears
16. I work: too much
17. I remember: this lonely place
18. I hold: myself back
19. I hide: my true slef
20. I pray: to my angels.
21. I walk: in the rain
23. I read: anything I can
24. I burn: candles
25. I breathe: when I find the time
26. I play: with my sister
27. I miss: my two angels.
28. I touch: those I love
29. I learn: what I can
30. I feel: what you feel
31. I know: that I'm in love
32. I said: What others feared to think.
33. I dream: my crow black dreams
34. I have: a headache
35. I want: to make others happy
36. I fall: up stairs
37. I wait: for you to speak
38. I need: a hug
39. I live: or do I?
40. I die: So that you might live...
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: Speed Kills (People that we love)- Bush
December 14th, 2001
|12:03 pm - Life Sucks. Then You Die. Wash. Rise. Repeat.|
So yeah. What happens to me on Tuesday? I get in an accident. Now, my car doesn't look tooo bad, and I feel fine. Then Wednesday rolls around. I'm sore as all hell and take the car to a body shop.. (the driver's side door won't close all the way) And the guy tells me that the car is pretty much totalled, that the tire ties could be bent, that the kickboard was crushed and that I had some damage to the frame of my car. Estimate amount to fix said car.. at least $2000.
So anyone selling a car on here?
Today, I had to take the train into Boston, jump another one into Salem, then walk a good 45 minutes in absolute pain to the college. On Tuesdays and Thursdays, I need to take a 5am train into Boston, until I get a car. Or the semester ends.
I've decided to take next semester off. I need a break.
There goes my Christmas money.....
I really do hate life sometimes...
Current Mood: crappy
December 12th, 2001
|10:22 am - Deep thought from a shallow pool|
I am not me.
I am simply a mask I wear to hide the truth.
Because it scares me.
"We do what we do because of who we are. If we did otherwise, we would not be ourselves." - The Sandman
Current Mood: blank
Current Music: The silent scream inside my head...
01. name? Nykol
02. d.o.b.? 07*01*83
03. location? MA
04. religion? Wiccan
05. occupation? Student, Home Depot slackie
01. hair? Long and brown
02. eyes? green/hazel
03. height? 5'4"
04. weight? not sayin
05. figure? curvy
01. clothing? goth/raver
02. music? Almost anything, except country.
03. makeup? A little bit, mostly sparkly eyeshadow
04. bodyart? Not yet..but maybe this weekend.
01. wearing? flannel pj bottoms, black fleece shirt
02. listening to? the Not Another Teen Movie Soundtrack
03. thinking of? Taking a shower
04. feeling? tired.
LAST THING YOU...
01. bought? Thus said soundtrack
02. did? blinked
03. ate & drank? toast and milk
04. read? email
05. watched on tv? god..sagwa the chinese siamise cat?
EITHER / OR
01. club or houseparty? club
02. tea or coffee? coffee
03. high achiever or easy-going? Easy going
04. beer or cider? Beer
05. drinks or shots? Drinks
06. cats or dogs? cats
07. single or taken? taken
08. pen or pencil? Pen
09. gloves or mittens? Gloves
10. food or candy? Food
11. cassette or cd? Cds
12. snuff or cigarettes? Neither
13. coke or pepsi? Pepsi
14. hard or mild alcohol? Mild.
15. matches or a lighter? lighter..the one with the purdy lights
16. sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful? Passions
17. rickie lake or oprah winfrey? Ugh....
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
01. kill? Lots of people.
02. shag? Robbie
03. slap? This guy online..urik
04. hear from? Tommy
05. get really wasted with? Anyone!
06. tickle? Robbie and my sister...they have cute giggles.
07. look like? hmm..myself, but well, more shapened.
08. be like? mike. ;P Nah, I like myself.
09. avoid? The mafia.
01. food? Too many to pick.
02. drink? mountain dew
03. color? black and purples
04. album? currently: Grateful Dead-Built to Last
05. shoes? My new black boots
06. site? http://www.subgenus.com Good band
07. dance? Freestyle.
08. song? Presently: Good Charlotte- If you leave
09. vegetable? Broccoli
10. fruit? Apple
11. berry? Strawberry
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: System of A Down- The Metro
November 26th, 2001
|01:07 pm - This is the greatest line ever in a book.....|
'Zach knew the game and he approved. He smiled and raised an eyebrow, waited for more.'
"Oh, just come over here and let's fuck."
Now that was Zach's idea of an excellent pick up line....'
Poppy Z. Brite Drawing Blood
A very, very good book.
Current Mood: naughty
Current Music: Sell Out- Reel Big Fish
November 14th, 2001
|11:50 am - Farewell to a friend....|
Brandel 'Brandi' Riggan
Lowell, noted honors student; 19
LOWELL-- Brandel "Brandi" Riggan, an accomplished student whose academic achievements were recognized in a Who's Who publication, died unexpectedly yesterday, Nov. 12, at Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston, from injuries sustained in an automobile accident on Oct. 31. She was 19.
She was born in Atlanta, on April 7, 1982, a daughter of Delbert Riggan of Vacazille, Calif., and Paula (Singleton) Riggan of Lowell and her fiance Tony Pellitier of Hudson.
Miss Riggan attended the Morey Elementary School, and the Daley Junior High School, where she was selected as a Massachusetts Student Ambassador to Italy, Hungary, and Austria. She was listed in the Who's Who for American High School Students, and graduated in the top 10 of Lowell High School's class of 2000. She was a member of ROTC for three years, and was awarded a four-year academic scholarship to the University of Massachusetts at Amherst. Her goal was to become a math and science teacher, and she was recently selected for the National College Honor Society.
Miss Riggan was a former Girl Scout at the Morey School, and enjoyed playing soccer. At the age of 14, she was a soccer coach for the Lowell Youth Soccer League. During the summer months, she worked at the YMCA, Camp Massapog, and Oceanwood Camp in Maine. In 1999, she also worked at Jimmy's II Restaurant while attending school. Among her many interests, she took pleasure in writing poetry, and was presently taking guitar lessons.
Besides her parents, survivors include two sisters, Nicole and Courtney Riggan, both of Brewster, Wash.; four brothers, Jacob, Benjamine, James A., and Padriag "PJ" Riggan, all of Lowell; her maternal grandparents, Beverly and Dominick Trullo of Lowell; paternal grandparents, Ethel and Roy Riggan of Brewster, Wash.; three aunts, Stacey Francois and her husband Dave of Tewksbury, Lorretta Viscione and her fiance Lloyd Leach of Westford, Christine Grady and her husband Rob of Medford; three uncles, Dominick Trullo Jr. and his wife Caroline of Fredericksburg, Md., Steven Trullo of Londonderry, N.H., Anthony Martin and his wife Carmen of Coral Springs, Fla.; as well as seven cousins, Candice, Dennis, Kelly, Krystal, Nicholas, Arianna, and Mikayla.
Current Mood: melancholy
Current Music: Silence....